Reflection of personality

Self admiration is our first love as girls, we often find ourselves getting obsessed with our mirror image. People say "mirror's don't lie", but i say they do lie sometimes when the person standing in front of them is an alluring CD. I love my female persona and so does all other girls like me i presume. We always need a medium to catch our self reflection, maybe with the help of a mirror, other reflective surfaces, or even our lover's eyes. So the fact remains that we can't catch our own image unless we take external help of some medium, hence we remain incomplete of our persona's unless and until we catch ourselves in a physical matter.

Being able to feel our self completely is a nerve wrecking experience, and it can only be felt through personal experience only. This feeling is mesmerizing to behold and too epic to forget over passage of time.

The critical thing to notice here is the fact that different individuals might react differently to this, it's just like a ripple of imagination created by our fantasies, the size of it will inc. same like as a wave propagate from it's epicenter.

A same individual with two distinct personalities or with slight overlapping ones will obviously have different types of emotions running in his or her body whenever a confrontation with a mirror takes place. A CD/TG will disdain the reflection of an unwanted persona and will crave the one desired. Me for example always shy away from my male reflection in the mirror, i hardly ever look at myself (unduly) but in the case of my fem mirror image, i just can't get enough of it, so i can proudly say that i am a narcissist when it comes to being Simi.

Sometimes a mirror can be our enemy aswell, as seen in the cases of individuals with low self esteem. Such cases sometimes leads to many other psychological issues such as lack of confidence, catagelophobia, catoptrophobia and many other problems. These issues need immediate help as depression is more potent than any known intoxicant. Everyone need assurance and love from others, when these things starts to diminish from our lives we start drifting into an abyss of low self esteem, only few people are strong enough to counter this alone, rest everyone needs a helping hand to break this spell of desolation.

simi x